{"id":4620,"date":"2011-05-12T11:51:07","date_gmt":"2011-05-12T11:51:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/?p=4620"},"modified":"2011-05-12T12:09:25","modified_gmt":"2011-05-12T12:09:25","slug":"day-365-one","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/?p=4620","title":{"rendered":"Day 365 &#8211; One"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Wesley,<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know where to start. \u00a0I have so much to say and yet I feel like I can&#8217;t find the right words.<\/p>\n<p>One.<\/p>\n<p>You are one today. \u00a0The number is so small, tiny in fact, but it stirs up an enormous amount of emotions. \u00a0How can it be that a whole year has already passed since I first held you in my arms?<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7181sm.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4621\" title=\"DSC_7181sm\" src=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7181sm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"498\" height=\"750\" srcset=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7181sm.jpg 498w, http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7181sm-199x300.jpg 199w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 498px) 100vw, 498px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Already one.<\/p>\n<p>I think when you have your second child you remember things differently than the first time around. \u00a0You pay more attention. \u00a0You breath in the sweet smell of your newborn&#8217;s head because you know all too well how fast it goes away. \u00a0You study every little detail because so many are forgotten over time, even though it seems hard to believe in the moment.<\/p>\n<p>I have spent a year memorizing you. \u00a0I know every dimple and where every hair falls on your head. \u00a0I know what will make you belly laugh and what makes you angry. \u00a0I know that your whole face lights up when your sister enters the room, and that you don&#8217;t understand why she leaves on the big yellow bus every day and doesn&#8217;t take you with her.<\/p>\n<p>You are very affectionate and snuggly. \u00a0You hug with reckless abandon.<\/p>\n<p>You love being outside. \u00a0More than anything. \u00a0Even when you were tiny and fussy, a quick step outside would calm you. \u00a0And now that the warm temperatures have found us, you want nothing to do with being inside. \u00a0If you are awake, you are making your way to one of the windows where you stand and point and grunt. \u00a0You want out, and you want us to know. \u00a0You are just little, but you know what you like.<\/p>\n<p>\ufeff<a href=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_6459sm.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4626\" title=\"DSC_6459sm\" src=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_6459sm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"531\" height=\"800\" srcset=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_6459sm.jpg 531w, http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_6459sm-199x300.jpg 199w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 531px) 100vw, 531px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Just one.<\/p>\n<p>You have a big personality, my little one. \u00a0You are brave and lovely and sweet and strong. \u00a0You are exactly what I wished and waited for. \u00a0I cherish this baby time with you because it is so fleeting. Before I know it you&#8217;ll be borrowing the car keys and going to prom. \u00a0 Let&#8217;s slow down a little&#8230;ok?<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7940sm.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4624\" title=\"DSC_7940sm\" src=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7940sm.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"700\" height=\"465\" srcset=\"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7940sm.jpg 700w, http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/DSC_7940sm-300x199.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 700px) 100vw, 700px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Happy, happy birthday to you. \u00a0I love you, my beautiful boy<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dear Wesley, I don&#8217;t know where to start. \u00a0I have so much to say and yet I feel like I can&#8217;t find the right words. One. You are one today. \u00a0The number is so small, tiny in fact, but it stirs up an enormous amount of emotions. \u00a0How can it be that a whole year [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[6,36,51],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4620"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4620"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4620\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4627,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4620\/revisions\/4627"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4620"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4620"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/forgetful.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4620"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}